Weird Post Evangelical Things

image of semi feral cat Mr.Tibbs circa 6:30 AM begging for food in a flower pot

Here are some weird traumas I have noticed since leaving my faith.

1) Intense disassociation. (Am I in a body? What is a body? I’m flying above my body. Who am I.)

2) Worship music makes me cry but for different reasons now. (I’m not angry at it. I just miss the certainty it gave me. I miss that cult feeling I got when I was sure of things.)